Take a break. Sleep on it. As you read what I’ve written, please remember I’m doing the best I can, but this kind of discussion is the toughest kind, and while my intentions I promise you are only to help, my writing won’t be flawless because I’m flawed. If you can get past the way I’ve unintentionally expressed my thoughts and make it to the end by virtue of wanting to know the whole story and being patient with an imperfect author, there’s a chance it could be helpful. I can’t promise it will be, but it could be. Take a break, think it over, and I hope you’ll decide to continue and if by the end you are still disappointed with my content or the way I’ve presented it, I really and truly want to know that honest feedback. I cannot improve without it. Thank you.
Assuming I can really be who I am, I’ll entertain believing in God by faith.